landyscape:
(by Lane #51)
I say it time and time again, especially as of late, because it NEVER fails to be true. Yet, I always seem to neglect You anyways. And I am so sorry. Help me to hurt more, so that I might love You more. Although, I know that You don’t want me to hurt.
But truly, this world may seem to offer me happiness, but only You can give me pure joy, and You try so diligently, so willingly to fill me with it, remind me that I already have it in You, from You, thanks to You.
Thank You that just taking a minute to praise You, worship You, be with You, talk with You if only for a little while, makes everything all of the better.
I do not want to treat you like a medicine or a cupcake that makes me happy for a little bitt and I only go to it when I am sad and in need. Because that is not what You started as for me, that is not what I want for You to become, that is so far from what You deserve.
But I am accepting it as a start to where my love for You used to be, so much higher than this. I can only trust in Your Good Will and Plan for all of this, and that I will. Help me to try and not forget this feeling, this Love and Peace that I can only have in You, that You long for me to have.
In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen, Amen, Amen!
(via art-diary)